There's blood on the floor.
Lots of it, sticky, red.
There just seems to be more.
The light is fading now, am I dead?
I fall, things flicker, and fade.
It was an accident, I swear!
My stomach hurts.
I can feel it burning from things under the sink.
I can't seem to put together any words.
I can't seem to focus, can't seem to think.
I fall, in agony, and exhale one last time.
It was an accident, I swear!
I feel like nothing.
I am nothing, just emptiness.
Now I'm falling.
This tastes sweeter; death's caress.
I think I broke my bones.
It was an accident, I swear!
I choke over the phone.
It hurts my tied-up throat to speak.
At least I won't die alone.
This will kill me, my future looks bleak.
A final breath, a creak, silence.
That wasn't an accident.
I wanted to say goodbye to you.
I need to hear your voice in my final moments.
That's the last thing I wanted to do.
The line is quiet now.
My voice is gone.
It's silent on the other end as well, are you still there?
That wasn't an accident.
I swear.
On that note thank you so much for sharing this with the group, because a lot of times seeing other people feeling the same way we do or knowing they once did help us get through our troubles. This is really heartbreakingly beautiful, thank you again.
Thank you for sharing this with #SayItHere. Someone wil always listen.