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There's blood on the floor.
Lots of it, sticky, red.
There just seems to be more.
The light is fading now, am I dead?
I fall, things flicker, and fade.

It was an accident, I swear!

My stomach hurts.
I can feel it burning from things under the sink.
I can't seem to put together any words.
I can't seem to focus, can't seem to think.
I fall, in agony, and exhale one last time.

It was an accident, I swear!

I feel like nothing.
I am nothing, just emptiness.
Now I'm falling.
This tastes sweeter; death's caress.
I think I broke my bones.

It was an accident, I swear!

I choke over the phone.
It hurts my tied-up throat to speak.
At least I won't die alone.
This will kill me, my future looks bleak.
A final breath, a creak, silence.

That wasn't an accident.
I wanted to say goodbye to you.
I need to hear your voice in my final moments.
That's the last thing I wanted to do.
The line is quiet now.
My voice is gone.
It's silent on the other end as well, are you still there?
That wasn't an accident.
I swear.
:iconfreezingsteelmurder:
hmmm.

i think, if i ever did try again, and felt alone...id call someone. to hear their voice.
and, because im kind of getting sick of sending suicide notes via dA, and just annoying people at 3 in the morning. you people should be sleeping.

this was written at 2 separate times, sorry if thats apparent ^^;
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~sunsteps Apr 14, 2013  Student General Artist
I really like this, and I'm sorry for you, even though I don't know you.. If you ever, ever want someone to talk to, no matter what time of night, sometimes it helps just to say it to somebody; I'll try to help, or be someone else to talk to. :)
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Mood: Sympathy ~TWLOHASupporter Mar 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It is really beautiful and sad, but it can be relatable, depending on who's reading it. It's something you can see in your head as you read it, and it's something that is difficult to understand unless you know how it feels.
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:iconstelina-kistune:
This is beautiful in such a sad way, and it makes me wish I could reach out to you. Whatever happens, wherever you are, whatever time it is there will always be some people to listen to you. Be it a friend you hold dear, or somebody you don't really know like right here on dA, somebody will always be ready to lend an ear. Please if you ever feel the need to talk, don't stop yourself because you think you'll awake, disturb or bother somebody, reach out and the person will reach right back at you. I'm opening my ear whenever you need it, and don't you ever forget that people do care.

On that note thank you so much for sharing this with the group, because a lot of times seeing other people feeling the same way we do or knowing they once did help us get through our troubles. This is really heartbreakingly beautiful, thank you again.

Thank you for sharing this with #SayItHere. Someone wil always listen.
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~chancerox Mar 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
we find beauty in our misery, but after is when we discover it. you don't need to do this, you are loved. :heart:
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=Jocusmo Mar 10, 2013  Student Artist
Call me and i'll talk you out of it~
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:iconingodzhandz:
Don't do it again please!
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