Sta.sh
I'm hearing you speak,
While you pull your fingers through my hair.
I'm looking into your eyes,
And you dont mind I'm telling you more than you can bear.
I'm feeling the emotions,
pouring out of my sides.
While you sit there quietly listening,
Because there's nothing we can hide.
....Wait. Let's try this again.
I'm hearing you speak,
But the voice is empty, no one is there.
I'm looking into your eyes,
but I'm staring into thin air.
I'm feeling the emotions,
But everything I say is a hollow line.
While you sit there quietly listening.....
Because you're only mine.
.....Now, let's continure.
While I'm talking into space,
I'll pretend that you're real.
I'll keep on crying,
Because I'll pretend you care about what I feel.
You'll sit there supportive,
While I wait and bleed.
Some people can't understand,
This lonliness is what I need.
But I'll pretned that I'm not alone,
Just for one night.
I'll give myself more though, because you're my outlet,
And because you are, I'll continue to fight.
Just for one day,
I'll keep you in mind.
I'll quietly look over my shoulder,
Because you'll always be behind.
I can do this,
find strength in the void.
And I'll shut out the laughter,
Of the other girls and boys.
I'll come to you each night,
Whether or not you're there.
They can send me to an asylum,
I really don't care.
Because while you leave me in tears most of the time,
You're my only hope to continue to climb.
It's a terrible thing, being alone,
To become a customed to this is almost a crime.
It makes me laugh,
To think this makes it worse.
It's not my fault, really,
It's life's evil curse.
Leave me in despair, misery, and toment and gloom
You really make me sad.
But I've got to admit
Sometimes you're all that I have.
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I want to be that real person for you, I want to be that friend.
I will be that friend, because that's who I am.
i do love your friendship. the problem is, i find it really hard to talk to people, anybody. i don't know, i think its left in me, from telling the truth and getting punished as a kid....and i also hate telling other people my feeings,it makes me feel manipulating and intrusive and bothersome....like...being such a burden on them.
like I always say when I'm sad, " a SkyKnight never gives up, and neither do the Storm Hawks" of course, that might not work for you since you're not as obsessed with them like I am but Aerrow's words fill me with hope, because they don't give up. they're there to protect everyone. even if they die trying, they'll always try to save you. they'll always WANT to make you happy.