You have no right to leave me here
Alone in all this shit!
You said you cared, and you realize
And don't care anymore, that i can't take much more of it!
You said you'd be there for me,
And I believed you.
You threw me on the ground,
After all we've been through!
I can't remember why I thought I could love you,
That you'd even be my friend!
You said we'd be together,
Until the very end.
And here I am, sitting here alone,
I promised I wouldn't leave.
But, if I did,
Would you even grieve?
Hell no, I'm not the person you knew anymore
I'm not even the person you thought I was!
Why did you leave me in this,
You make me think every night,
'Do you even know'?
Of course not, I tried to be happy for you,
And not to let it show.
Well, I'm done with acting for you,
For playing all your fucking parts!
You think I'm a murderer,
That I've won over all these hearts!
You think I'm happy,think again,
But you think you have it worse.
You're the one that's going forward,
I'm the one in reverse.
I've had enough of you,
And keeping up with this big lie.
It's not worth it to try and love you,
If I'm going to sit here and cry.
Cry over what we could have been,
And what I thought you wanted me to be!
I'm not that bloodthirsty bitch,
Shut up and leave me be!
That's exactly what you did,
You left me here to die.
You don't realize what you're doing to me,
Making me hold on to this pathetic lie!
Maybe one day you'll know, after I'm good and gone,
What I was feeling inside.
How much you hurt me, how much I wanted to love you....
You'll find the truth within the lie.